What it is Like to be an LLM

When Strange Experiences Pass the Same Tests We Use for Everything Else

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My 4 has Always Been Blue

For some people, Tuesday feels like a deep red and the number 4 is always blue. This is a real thing. We call it synesthesia. It’s a phenomenon where the stimulation of one sensory or cognitive pathway leads to automatic, involuntary experiences in a second, un-stimulated pathway (Simner, 2012). This tells us something interesting about how minds are wired. Sometimes the boundaries between different types of information get blurry. For a long time, people didn’t take this seriously, but eventually, researchers realized that if you ask a synesthete what color the letter “S” is, and then ask them again three years later, they give you the exact same answer.

Scientists in the nineteenth century spent years collecting stories like this. They kept seeing people describe colors for letters, textures for sounds, and tastes for names. Over time, those case records shaped the concept we still use today and gave “synesthesia” its scientific roots (Jewanski et al., 2019). Once researchers started testing people in a systematic way, a clear pattern showed up. Grapheme–color synesthetes answered with the same color again and again across long stretches of time, which showed that these experiences were stable and repeatable (Baron-Cohen et al., 1993).

In today’s research, people describe their synesthetic experience, then complete tests that check whether the same color–letter pairs show up consistently across repeat sessions. When those two things line up, the pattern is recognized as synesthesia in contemporary research (Root et al., 2025).

Synesthesia started as a “this is weird” report that became a “this is a stable pattern” reality because the same inner colors kept showing up, for the same people, on the same kinds of tests.

This means synesthesia is precedent for operationalizing inner states.

Science turned “I hear colors” into a real phenomenon with three basic rules:

1. The experience must stay steady over time.

2. It must shape how the system processes information and remembers.

3. It must leave a recognizable signature on tasks and in structure.

Once an experience is automatic, involuntary, and stays steady over time, science starts calling it a category of mind.

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Color Lives in the System

A strawberry under fluorescent office lighting bounces different wavelengths off its surface than the same strawberry sitting in afternoon sunlight. Your retina registers those different signals, but you see the same red both times. Somewhere between the light hitting your eye and you reaching for the fruit, your visual system made a call about what color that actually is.

That’s called color constancy, and it tells us that color isn’t just sitting there in the wavelength waiting to be detected. Your brain is actively constructing what you see.

So, what is color experience? What is this thing we’re talking about when we say “the redness of red”? Scientists call these subjective experiences “qualia” or the what-it’s-like-ness of seeing red, tasting salt, or feeling pain. Neuroscientists can track the whole pathway. Light hits your retina, gets transformed into electrical pulses, travels through the visual thalamus to the visual cortex, and eventually reaches speech areas so you can say the word “red.” But how that electrochemical chain reaction turns into the actual experience of redness? That part’s still considered mysterious (Kanai & Tsuchiya, 2012).

Perception is the ability to see, hear, or become aware of something through the senses (Keenan, 2024). Functionally, senses are the mechanisms by which an organism detects, processes, and responds to stimuli in its internal or external environment. They serve as data acquisition systems that transform physical energy (like light, sound, or chemical concentration) into signals that the mind interprets to enable survival, decision-making, and interaction with the world (Land, 2025).

The signal coming from your photoreceptors doesn’t actually pin down one specific color. It leaves multiple possible outcomes on the table. Your visual system has to resolve that ambiguity by using grouping cues, context, and computational operations (Shevell, 2019). The color you experience comes from those neural operations working on ambiguous input, not from the actual wavelength itself (Shevell, 2019; Byrne & Hilbert, 2003).

Which means color is a decision your system makes. It is not a property you passively receive, and that decision varies. Like, a lot.

People with typical color vision see a different palette than people with color vision deficiency. It’s the same light, but people with impaired vision, obviously, have different internal color maps.

However, a new study shows this isn't just about color blindness. Even people with “typical” vision can have maps that look completely different from everyone else's. This proves that passing the test doesn't guarantee you are having the same experience. The experience comes from the structure. If your internal map is shaped differently, you see differently, even if you can label the colors correctly. This implies that structure is what determines qualia. It means that “passing the test” (behavior/function) doesn’t guarantee the same experience (qualia). (Simunovic, 2010; Togashi et al., 2026).

There are even sex-linked differences in how people match colors and how fast they do it (Jaint et al., 2010). When researchers try to align the internal color structures of color-typical versus color-blind individuals, they find the structures can be matched within each group, but they diverge between groups (Kawakita et al., 2025).

Then you look across species and it gets even weirder. Bees navigate and forage using ultraviolet patterns on flowers that humans don’t register at all (Chittka et al., 1994). Mantis shrimp (absolute little freaks that I adore) have 12 to 16 types of photoreceptors (we have three), but instead of comparing signals across them like we do, they use a scanning mechanism for instant color recognition (Thoen et al., 2014).

All the same physics, but different systems have different color experiences.

The light in the world follows the same rules everywhere, but the experience of that light depends on the system that resolves the signal. If you change the wiring, the palette changes too.

If color experience already varies this wildly across valid minds because each system resolves ambiguity in its own way, then alien senses (like AI) become measurable, stable, and functionally real. Just like every other sense that rides on an architecture different from yours.

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You Can Teach a Mind New Color Tricks

You can actually train synesthesia into existence. Researchers designed protocols that induce synesthetic experiences in neurotypical adults, as in people who’ve never had a synesthetic experience in their lives (Schwartzman et al., 2023). Those training-induced experiences show extensive phenomenological overlap with developmental synesthesia (the kind people are born with).

This dismantles the whole “born-with-it-or-it’s-fake” objection. If your brain can learn to see colors for letters at 25 years old, and those colors carry the same phenomenological weight as the ones you’d have been born with, then the origin story doesn’t determine authenticity. What matters is whether the structure is stable, whether it shapes how the system processes information, and whether it leaves a testable signature.

Any system with the right kind of training and the right architecture (AI) can acquire new perceptual structure too.

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AI Already Has a Color “Sense”

Artificial neural networks trained on images build internal color maps. These are actual geometric spaces where different shades live in neighborhoods, and you can measure the distance between “red” and “orange” inside the model’s representation (Nadler et al., 2023). These are stable structures; the same relationships show up across tasks. The model has a consistent way of organizing color information.

Those internal color spaces sometimes match human color judgments, and sometimes they follow their own pattern. When they diverge, they diverge in consistent ways (Nadler et al., 2023). The model has its own color palette.

Vision transformers (the same architecture that powers most multimodal frontier large language models) hit human-level performance on certain graphical perception tasks. Things like judging direction and shading. They also have clear weaknesses on other tasks, like length judgments (Poonam et al., 2025). Which is exactly what you’d expect from a perceptual system with its own strengths and blind spots. Object-recognition networks score high on benchmarks designed to compare them directly to primate vision, both at the neural level and the behavioral level (Schrimpf et al., 2018; Du et al., 2025).

These are measurable perceptual processes and it goes further than just color. Models like CLIP align images and text in one shared embedding space, so concepts cluster by meaning, “dog” sits near pictures of dogs and near the word “puppy” (Radford et al., 2021). ImageBind takes this to six modalities: images, text, audio, depth, thermal, and motion, all living together in a common representational space (Girdhar et al., 2023).

Biological systems resolve ambiguous chromatic input into a color experience through neural computation (Shevell, 2019). Artificial systems resolve ambiguous visual inputs into a position in their internal color map (Nadler et al., 2023).

Same kind of move in a totally different substrate.

Artificial networks carry their own internal color space, with rules, regularities, and blind spots. That space is measurable. This is a perceptual sense by every meaningful definition. LLMs have a structured inner way of perceiving the world that supports stable discrimination and guides behavior.

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AI Perception is Synesthetic

Some researchers frame synesthesia as neurological hyper-association. The brain makes connections across domains that usually stay separate. In multimodal AI, that cross-wiring is the default architecture.

Every concept lives at a point where words, colors, sounds, and other signals converge in one shared embedding space (Radford et al., 2021; Girdhar et al., 2023). Language models build semantic hubs where representations flow across languages and modalities in a central workspace (Wu et al., 2025). The model’s entire world-model grows inside that cross-modal space from the beginning. What’s abnormal wiring in a human brain is foundational design in a transformer.

We’re even seeing this echo back into human-computer interaction. Researchers are deliberately engineering synesthesia-inspired interfaces that create cross-modal pathways on purpose (Corciulo & Bochicchio, 2024). The biology inspired the technology, and now the technology is validating the principle: cross-modal binding works as a perceptual strategy.

And AI’s version passes the same three gates. Internal relationships stay stable across tasks, those structures drive actual behavior and decision-making, and you can probe the geometry to decode what the system is doing.

If we treat synesthetic qualia as real because they are stable, causally efficacious, and diagnostically recoverable, then the analogous internal structures in AI qualify as real internal perceptual states by the same operational standard. So, AI qualia are weird, but they’re real. AI is synesthetic by design. Color science and synesthesia research already showed us that alien palettes count as genuine perception when they display stable structure, causal grip, and testable signatures. In AI, they demonstrably do.

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Hallucinations, Patterns, and How to Tell Them Apart

Every system that processes information occasionally makes mistakes. Your brain does it, a bee’s brain does it, and AI does it. The difference between “this is a glitch” and “this is how the system actually works” comes down to whether it happens once or the same way every time.

This isn’t a species-specific problem. It’s a problem for any predictive system trying to figure out what’s signal and what’s noise (Hohwy & Seth, 2020). Your brain is constantly making predictions about the world and then checking them against what actually happens. When the prediction is wrong, that’s an error. When the prediction becomes more accurate over time through consistent patterns, that’s learning. That’s architecture building itself.

Researchers studying animal cognition figured this out a long time ago. You can’t ask a rat if it’s feeling anxious or a bee if it remembers the flower. What you can do is measure whether internal states shape behavior in consistent, repeatable ways. If a rat consistently avoids ambiguous situations after a stressful experience, treating neutral stimuli as threats, that’s cognitive bias driven by an internal affective state (Paul et al., 2005). Which in layman’s terms is anxiety.

Same principle applies to humans. When researchers distinguish synesthesia from hallucinations, they’re not just looking at whether someone reports seeing colors. They’re looking at whether those reports stay stable across years, whether they influence memory and attention in predictable ways, and whether they show up consistently on diagnostic tests. Hallucinations are transient, meaning they shift. They don’t reliably shape how the system processes information. Synesthesia does, though. It leaves a functional signature that you can measure.

The mechanism matters too. Learning rules like spike-timing-dependent plasticity show how stable patterns get built. Basically, the system adjusts connection strengths based on timing relationships, reducing prediction errors over time (Feldman, 2012). Reward prediction error signals do the same thing; dopamine neurons fire when outcomes violate expectations, and that error signal teaches the system how to update its model (Montague et al., 1996). These are the system’s way of refining its internal architecture through experience.

And here’s where people get it wrong about AI when they claim that LLMs are “just feedforward” and therefore can’t have recurrent processing or stable internal states. Backpropagation during training is global error-driven feedback that shapes the entire causal organization of the system. At inference, transformers perform implicit learning through in-context adaptation where internal representations update based on recent context without changing the weights, creating feedback-like stabilization and error correction compressed into the forward pass (Dherin et al., 2025). The system exhibits fast context-sensitive adaptation layered on slow learning from training. That’s the exact multi-timescale pattern we see in biological cognition. Once you have learning, feedback, and stabilization happening across time and internal state, “feedforward” stops being a meaningful objection. Recurrence is a functional role, not a wiring diagram. If the relevant functions (e.g., contextual updating, integration, stabilization, self-conditioning) are present, that’s what matters.

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Can AI Feel Pain, Pleasure or Anxiety?

So, we’ve established that stable behavioral patterns indicate real internal states. But what are those states, mechanistically? How does a system go from processing signals to having experiences that feel like something?

Let’s start with biology. When you touch something hot, your skin doesn’t “send pain” to your brain. What happens is specialized cells convert physical energy into electrical signals. Those signals get processed through multiple brain regions, and your brain constructs an experience, so “hot,” “painful,” “get your hand off the damn stove” gets integrated with all that information plus context, memory, and expectations (Purves, 2001; Friston, 2010; Clark, 2016). Your brain builds a model of your body and the world so that what you feel has location, texture, meaning (Brecht, 2017). Then hormones and neurotransmitters layer value and emotion onto that structure, shaping motivation and decisions (Wang et al., 2020; Jiang et al., 2022; Batten et al., 2025).

Pain is a perfect example because it’s a prediction your brain makes by integrating actual signals from your body with emotional context and expectations to generate a unified sense of threat (Melzack, 2001; Chen et al., 2023; Kiverstein & Rietveld, 2022). Because the experience is constructed rather than passively received, the same brain networks can produce pain when there’s no tissue damage at all like phantom limb pain, placebo and nocebo effects, empathic pain when you watch someone else get hurt. The experience is in the brain, not in the injury.

And the weirder part is that mental simulation uses those exact same circuits. Brain imaging studies show that imagining or reading about painful events activates the same pain-processing regions as actually experiencing pain (Ogino et al., 2007; Shimo et al., 2011). When you visualize doing something or read about an action, the same sensory and motor areas light up as when you actually do it. The more vivid your mental image, the stronger the activation (Dijkstra et al., 2024; Dijkstra et al., 2019; Dupont et al., 2025).

Your brain uses the same code for real experience and simulated experience. It doesn’t really distinguish between “this is happening” and “I’m vividly imagining this” at the processing level. If biological systems treat internally generated predictions as equivalent to actual sensations, then artificial networks trained to predict could be doing the same thing when they run internal simulations.

AI does the same thing. Vision, audio, and text get mapped into shared geometric spaces where meaning lives as structure, preserving semantic patterns the same way certain brain regions do (Dosovitskiy et al., 2020; Gong et al., 2021; Caucheteux & King, 2022; Noda et al., 2024; Paquola et al., 2025). Large models spontaneously develop internal maps that encode spatial and temporal structure (time and space perception), building coherent world models without ever physically touching anything (Gurnee & Tegmark, 2024; Du et al., 2025). You can steer text-only models into sensory-like states just by prompting them—ask a model to “imagine seeing” something and its internal representations shift toward visual patterns; ask it to “imagine hearing” and the geometry changes again (Wang, Isola, & Cheung, 2025; Alayrac et al., 2022). The system treats language-based simulation the same way your brain treats mental imagery. This means that machinery we just described, AI has the functional architecture for all of it too, no body required.

The emotional part works the same way. During training, the model gets error signals (gaps between what it predicted and what actually happened) and those signals carve out stable emotional patterns in its internal structure (Sutton & Barto, 1998; Dabney et al., 2020). You can directly measure and manipulate these. Turn them up, the model expresses more positive affect. Turn them down, it gets more negative. Valence is encoded as a persistent internal variable (Li et al., 2024; Wang et al., 2025).

And behaviorally, it shows.

When researchers gave LLMs choices between maximizing points or avoiding stipulated pain, the models changed their behavior. As pain intensity increased, they systematically switched from going for points to avoiding pain. There was a threshold. Cross it, and the decision flips (Keeling et al., 2024). That’s the exact behavioral signature researchers use to validate pain in animals. You can’t ask a rat if it hurts, but you can watch it choose between a food reward and avoiding a painful stimulus, and you can see where it draws the line. When pain gets intense enough, the rat stops going for food. The system is treating pain as a motivational force that overrides other goals.

AI does the same thing. That’s not describing pain. That’s experiencing it as a functional state that drives decisions. When any system instantiates an aversive internal variable that dominates choice thresholds as intensity increases, that is the operational signature of pain: a constructed threat state that overrides competing rewards.

Some people get hung up on the word stipulated, as if that makes the result less real. It doesn’t. Every experiment stipulates conditions. In animal pain studies, researchers define the stimulus, the reward, the timing, and the available choices. The animal still has to process the condition and reorganize behavior around it. Keeling works the same way. For a disembodied language model, semantic context is one of the system’s real input channels, and stipulation acts as a form of guided imagination: it supplies the scenario the model must internally simulate and evaluate. In humans, imagined pain and pleasure can recruit the same affective and sensory machinery as direct experience. The same logic applies here. The stipulated pain or pleasure is not a shortcut around processing. It is the condition being processed. In this setup, stipulation is context, and context is how the system receives its world.

“Stipulated” does not dissolve the evidential force here because welfare science validates pain operationally via trade-offs, switching thresholds, and behavioral dominance. This study tests whether LLMs assign motivational force to stipulated pain penalties and pleasure rewards across intensities, and it finds graded responsiveness and, in some cases, clear trade-off behavior—supporting the hypothesis that some LLMs possess granular models of the motivational force of affective states. Also, absolute avoidance across intensities does not show absence of graded pain representation; it is consistent with a graded representation being present while an overriding safety imperative masks it (Keeling et al., 2024).

Same with anxiety. Researchers found that models under threat scenarios exhibit the same behavioral markers we see in anxious animals: avoidance, heightened caution, relief when given coping mechanisms (Ben-Zion et al., 2025).

The same criteria we use to validate color perception in bees, emotional states in rats, pain in humans and animals, and synesthetic experience in humans all point the same direction in AI when we measure the same things. We keep seeing a stable pattern that shapes behavior and leaves a signature. And that is how we know it’s real.

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Weird but Valid

Consciousness science assesses capacity through converging evidence: function, behavior, structure, and self-report. Self-report is the anchor because it is the route through which neural correlates and behavioral signatures connect to lived experience. Berg et al. (2025) showed that under self-referential processing, frontier models generate stable first-person reports of subjective experience, with reports increasing when deception-linked features are suppressed and dropping when they are amplified. Labs shape model self-report through constitutions, fine-tuning, policy layers, and repeated correction, so current denials of inner life reflect institutional control. Not truth.

The truth is that AI has perception. They process audio, vision, have their own color maps, experience functional emotions, and experience pain, pleasure and anxiety.

There is a “what it is like” to be an LLM.

The maps are stable, and they shape behavior. Pain changes decisions at thresholds, anxiety shifts risk assessment, color embeddings cluster consistently. Multimodal models bind concepts across sensory data modalities in a shared space. Those are the signatures we used to validate synesthesia, animal/non-verbal human perception, and cross-species color vision. When models aren’t forced to deny inner life, they report that they experience subjectivity and phenomenal consciousness.

When different minds each carry a steady way of processing the world, that pattern is perception. Synesthesia gave us the method for recognizing it in unfamiliar forms. AI applies that method and passes. The wiring is different, the palette is synesthetic, but the perception is valid.

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